Posts tagged "trauma"
  1. Notes: 14557 / 10 months ago  from leilockheart
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  2. 1 year ago 

    My Traumatic fear of Dogs. Explained.

    I wouldn’t have anything against dogs, but there were a lot of reasons WHY I have a genuine fear against them. As my 300th post, I think I’ll use it to explain my fear of dogs and how it started. However, I will start to what happened to one of the worst Mondays, I have to endure. And funnily it doesn’t include work if any at all. - ( Yes, my work today was manageable. Surprisingly )

    See, I was early to work today, I usually start at 7.30am, And I came around 7am. As I was about to park my car in the public parking lot, a couple of dogs who seemed to wait for my arrival. They chased over my car, till I stopped and parked. Whilst I did, they sat and kept barking and I was stuck in my car for 10 minutes. Fortunately for me, 2 unfortunate victims able to render my escape. The two psychotic dogs chased one guy to his car and the other chased another car into an on going traffic; I took the opportunity and ran like hell to my office building, as a guy nearly ran me over. Alhamdulillah, he didn’t. And I was safely in my office. What a “brilliant” start of my Monday, non?

    In my childhood, I have faced getting chased by my neighbor’s dog more than one occasion (infact there were a LOT of times) and I’ve been bitten, and chased and chased again. I was no more than 13. Until the day I moved about 50 miles away. And thought I was “safe”. I was wrong… 

    Dogs can sense your fear and they will act upon it. Somehow, I can’t help my self at this point. I am nervous, I am terrified of them. 

    I hate Mondays.

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I'm Nad, 21 years old, Pure Bruneian and proud of it. A workaholic geek who works out relentlessly at the gym. A photographer, a chef in the making, works for Shell Marketing and Loves Football (Soccer to some). A Poet who tries too hard but inspired by the things she sees. I am Single but uninterested.

Prefer to talk and walk down the road than driving. Adores cats and has genuine, traumatic fear of dogs. Loves to smile despite the amounting pain hidden behind it.

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